I hope your enjoying the beautiful weather we are having.
Just wanted to first of all thank you again for seeing me a week ago and to let you know how things are going since then. I have been on holidays since seeing you so I have had a lot of time to absorb everything you told me about Timothy and my Dad.There were things you had said that made me very emotional mainly because I was unsure of what to expect when I meet you and the 30th of July is a very hard day for me(or was). I have changed my way of thinking since then.
Right from the first words you had said to me about KatieTim’s sister,the 2 trees, Tim’s mother, the accident, my dad, what kind of man he was, the lost of breath, just everything you had said. I feel much HAPPIER, stress free and NOT DEPRESSED. I FEEL GREAT. I truly believe that Timothy and my Dad are with me and watching over me, I can feel it.
Since reading your book again I find myself looking and watching for signs that may have always been their but never noticed before. Trust me when I tell you weird but good things have been happening to me. On tues the day after I seen you I went out to Natures Hideaway to relax and go fishing. As soon as I unpacked all my things a white clothlike butterfly kept flying around me it made me feel AWESOME. I’ve only ever noticed mosquitoes and black flies before. Thinking good thoughts and getting ready to go fishing the butterfly kept flying around me almost to the point where it probably should of bothered me but it didn’t I enjoyed it. I started walking down the Highwood River to go to my favourite fishing spot where the Highwood River meets the Bow River when 2 clothlike butterflies started following me. When I seen the first one I was feeling like Tim was around me then when I seen second one I felt like Tim and my Dad where with me it was a unbelievable feeling. The 2 butterflies followed me right to the spot I love to fish and then just slowly flew over the Bow River and disappeared. That wasn’t it,I started fishing and couldn’t believe that maybe 5 mins. into fishing I got a bite(most times it can take hours not mins. before I get a bite,and sometimes nothing). After fighting to bring the fish in, it truly felt like one of the biggest fish I have ever caught in this area. I noticed that it was a PIKE better known back home as a Jack Fish.
The reason im telling you this Kim is that it is very rare almost un herd of to catch Pike in the Highwood River.I have fished the same spot for 5 years and never caught anything but Trout and the odd White fish. Pike or Jack fish are northern fish found mainly in Manitoba and Ontario. I was so blown away with my catch that I had slipped and fell in the river trying to real the fish in. Once I regained my composer and realized what I had caught I started to tear up and felt like I was in heaven. I’m not sure when I felt that good before it was AWESOME.
Since then I don’t feel depressed I’m not emotional(I have not cried once since then)I only seem to think good thoughts and I don’t even feel the anger towards LI like I used to. I understand he is a sick person and that if he had only taken his medication life could have been different for Timothy and the rest of my family. I also believe when its our time, its our time and we do or at least our souls are in a better happy place.
You have changed my way of thinking and some of my beliefs. I am so grateful and thankful that we met. I would love to come and see you again sometime in the near future. I will make an appointment over your website. Kim I can’t tell you how much seeing you has helped me and changed me it seems everyday something good happens to me. Please don’t stop doing what your doing your a very special person THANK-YOU, THANK-YOU, THANK-YOU.